On the job
Uh oh, these posts are getting fewer and farther between. Don't worry folks! I will keep on posting ;-). I guess my main excuse for not writing is having a job. So, I guess maybe I will write about that. (You may notice that I will leave out details, mainly because things have to be confidential for the protection of the kids I work with.)
I have been working for about six weeks at an alternative school for kids with developmental disabilities. I am a teacher's assistant in a classroom of kids with severe to extreme disabilities, ages 17-21. All of the kids are funded one-on-one, so there are 7 kids in our class and 7 TA's. I am really enjoying working there, but it certainly has its challenges.
Hard thing:
-The turbulent history of many of the kids at the school. It really affects who they are today - especially in the case of the main girl I work with, who gets very angry sometimes. Like most of the kids in our classroom, she is non-verbal. So, what would you do if you were super angry and couldn't tell anyone? She hits and punches quite often. On the positive side, it has given me the opportunity to improve my reflexes ;-).
Good thing:
-When I first started working at this school, I really prayed for this girl - that somehow God would show His mighty love to her in His own way. In the past month, she has become a great deal more gentle with me. She still hits some because she still gets impatient or upset, but those times seem to be fewer. Another staff pointed out that she seems to be a lot more playful now too. I am so grateful for this change - to God be all the glory.
Fun thing:
-Dancing. I've never been a big fan of dancing, I guess I was always too embarrassed. I never even danced alone in my room, as people say they do. But the kids in our class love music, and dancing. I love the fact that I won't even realize there is music on in the classroom until I notice the students doing their little dances to the music, and I even enjoy dancing with them ;-).
I would love for you to pray for the kids we work with. Also, please pray the staff to have strength, wisdom, patience, and joy ;-). I am so grateful that God has put me in this place for now - I am learning a lot and it feels more like something I just do and not a job (if that makes sense). More updates to come!
